دشمن در خانه

Saturday, November 26, 2005

decorated Tuberose with two roses



I am busy with a rehearsal for the school last day's party. I am planning to play O'Canada and a crazy mix of singing and playing of an Iranian famous song, Gole_ Maryam (Tuberose flower) . I hope that I can do my best. An insignificant gift for a teacher who lives with teaching and for my kind classmates as well.
I have lived with tuberose and it has filled up my dream specially when It was decorated with two branches of rose. A dedication to you from Canada.





Tuberose
Gole_ Maryam
I plucked tuberose in your way
Gol_e maryam sar_e rah_e tu parpar kardam

I was wrong if I believed your oaths
Nadanestam gasam haye tu bavar kardam

I remembered that night in the silence of the desert
Be yadam (2) amad an shab dar sokot sahra

You and I and the moon and flowers essence
tu boodi_o man _o mahtab_o aatr_e golha

Our heart were relief of sorrows
Raha bood ze ghamha del_e ma

You left and that dream was ruined
Rafti_o shod fana anrooya

Without you great crowd were accumulated in my heart
Dar delam shod bi tu hengameh bar pa

Waiting for you I wasted my life, Curse on this world
Dar enyezarat oomram hadar shod, nefrin bar ein donya

I leaved tuberose in your way
Gol_e maryam sar_e rah_e tu parpar kardam

I was wrong if I believed your oaths
Nadanestam gasam haye tu bavar kardam

Saturday, November 19, 2005

Fascist’s illustrated soldier


Hossein Reza zadeh, Iranian weightlifter commit a maneuver over receiving his gold medal in Qatar's world weightlifting championship. He appearantly took Iranian leader, Ali Khamaneei's photo to show the world his respectful feeling to him. Everyone knows that it's an over game. The reason behind his behavior may be understandable but not necessarily acceptable. While debates about his religious maneuver in printing of Abolfazl, a religious myth on his shirt haven't gained a solid feedback , he committed to show the world his endorsement of a person who is known as the enemy of the freedom. In my opinion Reza zadeh haven't departed from his religious atmosphere to inter new championship field, even thouhg he breathe in it in aboundance of his powerful muscles . Maybe he is able to respond his own desire but as an athlete he should be able to respond its requirement firstly. In long term, with no enemy against on his beloved leader his endeavor, in optimistic view, will be nonsense effort.
I am watching a documentary made of 1964 Tokyo's Olympic and find everything in appropriate relation to athletic sence without any redundancy. Every scene other than sport even related to atomic bomb a unique event in the world would be a propagandistic. Poor Reza zadeh who has no idea of propaganda. Reza Zadeh did a messy job. Who will make an Amarcord?

Friday, November 18, 2005

still exciting


“I am ever exiting with Canada”, I am telling to a newcomer friend to show how wonderful days I left behind. I can remember the day I went to UofT library and found an awful lot of books about evolution. I was on the nine cloud on that time and still now when I browse my mind I can find too many things that excit me. I don’t need to bother myself to find the last one. It's a hard-working teacher who has found her passion in teaching her students. It’s wonderful, isn’t it?

Friday, November 11, 2005

Curse terrorist out

I never tried to curse anybody as I believe that a criminal is mercifulness and I must direct my hate to its beheivior rather than himself. But now I couldn't help cursing those people who killed my favorite filmmaker, Akkad. I have seen " The Message" over and over and I enjoyed it every time. Akkad has been killed by the people who pretend themselves as Mohammad followers and this should be a great witness against those selfish people that cover their unfair behaviors with pleasant claims. With his great movie, Akkad presented his respectful feeling to Mohammad and now his death will uncover hypocritical face of those followers.


Photo: Jordanians light candles outside Amman's Grand Hyatt hotel
in central Amman, November 10, 2005

Sunday, November 06, 2005

unexpected

Looking for my TOEFL exam ticket, I jumped in my memorial days. I found two bills and ..

Thursday, November 03, 2005

a beautiful moment


Just one week before Banting's birthday anniversary, Nov. 14, I am going to have a presentation on his miracle, Insulin, named " discovery of insulin". At the same time I am pretty busy with HPLC training and I have to prepare extract too! I know that you also are too busy today's with your defense.
Today Toronto has been beautiful and I couldn't help taking some shots from trees around Parlement and University. Yellow and red leaves vibrating in breeze, were so gorgeous. Coming out of chemistry department I saw a amazing landscape on St. Gorge St. I wished that we had been together at that moment. I remembered you at the opening of a day to Fitr and in a beautiful place.